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Post by GRUMPY PIRATE » Thu Oct 30, 2008 7:40 pm

hobie16 wrote:Bru,

You've gone well past what anyone could ask you to do. Take care of yourself, your husband and daughter. Get all of you well before you even think about reengaging with your parents.

If your mother starts in again, don't engage. Hang up or close the door.

Be well.

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Re: Hey guys, I've missed you...

Post by DisneyMom » Thu Oct 30, 2008 8:49 pm

I am so sorry, Bru :( I know you tried so hard to make it work out to a better outcome than this.
Keep making Husband, Daughter and YOURSELF #1, and keep up your strength.
Once again, can he get a Home Health Nurse/Social Worker out to the house?
A call to the MD might be all that is needed (I'm not saying that it has to be you who calls).


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Post by Mayonnaise » Thu Oct 30, 2008 10:04 pm

So sorry to hear all that.

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Re: Hey guys, I've missed you...

Post by February » Fri Oct 31, 2008 1:06 am

hobie16 wrote:Bru,

You've gone well past what anyone could ask you to do. Take care of yourself, your husband and daughter. Get all of you well before you even think about reengaging with your parents.

If your mother starts in again, don't engage. Hang up or close the door.

Be well.

Dr. Hobie
Yes sir! That's a prescription I can get behind! That and the rum Pirate suggested LOL dang times like this I wish i drank (coffee is as strong as I go)

Thanks Disney mom and mayo and all for the kind words. I have talked to the doctor- and he does have a visiting nurse once a week now that my mom seems to like (wonders may never cease!).

The silver lining in this- if there possibly is one, is that I know that whatever happens now, I have done every possible thing I can do to help him. I just can't fix it and give him his voicebox back- wish I could. But as I said a long time ago- he's now a cautionary tale to others, sadly.

I know one thing though, with my oldest sister back in his life at least for now he's very much pleased by it. Cause I could advocate for him to 100 hospitals, 500 doctors, and a team of social workers, and I will never be his favorite daughter. I'm at peace with that, and I just hope she keeps going to see him.

time for sleep...

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Post by Main Streeter » Fri Oct 31, 2008 6:21 am

February wrote:The silver lining in this- if there possibly is one, is that I know that whatever happens now, I have done every possible thing I can do to help him.
Bru, you sated this so well. Please believe in these words & the loving care you have given your family. It is very important to realize you have done your best & deserve self worth. Many adult children would have walked away the first day. You are very strong & I give you great credit for determined loyalty.



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Post by GaTechGal » Fri Oct 31, 2008 7:46 am

AWW Bru. Bless your heart. You really HAVE done everything possible, but, you know, sometimes we just have to let adults make stupid decisions for themselves and suffer the consequences. They should be grateful for all your love and support through a tough time, but they probably aren't. Personally I would want a daughter like you in such a situation - someone that helped me make the hard choices and stood by me. Take care of yourself and your family and know that we're still praying for y'all.



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Post by BRWombat » Fri Oct 31, 2008 10:21 am

Thank you for the update, Bru. I'm sorry that all your effort and care seem to be going to waste, but I admire all you've done and hope it will be rewarded in some way eventually. Take care of yourself and your family and know that you're still in my prayers.


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Re: Hey guys, I've missed you...

Post by February » Fri Oct 31, 2008 11:35 am

Aww guys, you made me cry again *lol* not hard to do but good tears this time. It helps to hear sane people (aka people outside my family) tell me things like that.

The one roommate my dad had at the one hospital stopped me as I was leaving the room- this guy I think I mentioned him pages ago- is only 37, has a wife and two kids and has incurable cancer. My mother gave the staff fits while she was there and this guy heard it all- and he was in the room when we signed the advocacy forms, and on the way out as I'm leaving with my dad, with his seven bags of trach supplies to take him home in a taxi alone because no one else would do it- including half a dozen able bodied members of the immediate family who can drive (my poor husband HAD to go to work that day- the next day he spent 12 hours with us at the Oncology clinic, etc, at all the appointments) this guy says to me "Hey, your dad is really lucky to have someone like you to advocate for him. You're a good daughter." This man was a stranger- but his kindness has stayed with me and I have not stopped thinking about him and his family. His wife was so beautiful but her eyes were so sad, it haunts me. No one should have to go through that.

Wombat, I have to tell you that I am blessed already. The best medicine for me is knowing that I have literally done it to the best of my ability- I went until I dropped, repeatedly. Between end of July and beginning October, I lost consciousness three times- twice I was home alone. I just dropped. first time it happened I scared my poor husband half to death. He was just about to dial 911 when I started coming around, he said he was shouting my name at me and I didn't respond. So when I say that I have done all I can do, I mean that not only emotionally but literally, physically.

A bit of news on my own health- the specialist after 2 months of trying to fit me into a classification wants me to go in to see the genetics people at this point. I haven't decided if I'm going- I have to see if insurance will even cover it but since they still feel I'm a potential candidate for the eye surgery- if the surgeon feels he can do it without all that other stuff- I think I'm going to gut up and go for it. My vision is so bad these days, I can't do things like read handwriting in regular pen (sharpies only) I can't read books- I can only read on the computer. I was supposed to go to the low vision clinic but again- none of the aids they sell are covered by insurance.

Thing is, I just really need new lenses in my eyes. the question remains whether or not the flawed structure of my eyes can stand up to the surgery. But being that I'm going to be totally without any functional vision if this keeps up- at this point I just have to dig deep and find the courage to face the fear. They think they can give me back some decent vision- I can't be a burden on my husband and family by letting my fear hold me back.

It's hard to talk about. I'm pretty brave medically speaking, but the eye thing freaks me right out. I had said "never, no way, ever" when they told me what could go wrong- but at this point my left eye is no good to me- if they do the surgery on it and the worst happens- well I'll be visionless either way. They of course do one eye at a time.

Normally this would be no big deal- they do lens replacements by the millions every year. But my freaky eyes are the problem.

I had to laugh though the specialist said to me "ooo, you are hyper-deep" she meant the anterior section of my eyes, but I said "Well I've been told I was complicated but I didn't know I was hyper deep!" It's a great running joke now.

I just get so freaking frustrated trying to run the house with my eyes like this. It's ridiculous how much you take your vision for granted until it starts to go. Unreal.

xoxo to all and thanks again for everything

Hey Susi, if you're reading this how is your back healing up? Wombat, how's the leg? I think of you guys and your struggles more than you know!

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Re: Hey guys, I've missed you...

Post by ktulu » Fri Oct 31, 2008 11:44 am

Bru, I really have no words to express my thoughts toward you. What you have done is thankless, and you will be rewarded, maybe not now, or even while walking on the planet. I'll continue to pray for you, your daddy and the rest of your family!


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Re: Hey guys, I've missed you...

Post by DisneyMom » Fri Oct 31, 2008 12:35 pm

Bru-
I'm worried about you passing out- you've been through so much, there could be a number of reasons why that is happening-did you see the doctor about that? If not, PLEASE DO. NOW.
I'm glad the Nurse is coming in, sometimes people need a nurse to tell them to do things they should, on the other hand, sometimes the nurse is ignored :rolleyes: At least it is someone other than YOU who is having to do it.
Please take good care of yourself, hope they can do the procedure to help your vision, and NO MORE PASSING OUT. :eek:


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